so busy nowaday... so many workload and college stuff to accomplish..wish time can pass by quickly so i can have free time and relax.. i know i should concentrate now n work really hard for this month... i should really focus on my study now...everything is over now.. 沒有意義的東西也不要再想了...focus focus..i need to get my work done actually it a gd way to forget anything now and just focus on my study... nothing is important except my fds-true fds... i will only treasure my true fds:)...wish i can squeeze sometime n call gogo n katrina..miss them so much.. called Andrea last weekend..n she bascially didnt sleep..haa..talk for 4 n a half hrs..really wish i can protect her n be in the same place with her... the best thing in the world is true fds n its hard to find though...n if i find them i bet my life that i will treasure them for my whole life..n i wont leave them unless they dont want me... wish i can be in hk where i used to be for 14 years...i am a person who is always looking back in the pass..is it gd or bad?! i find out sth today..免強冇幸福...我免強緊自己..i shouldnt do that to myself.. i should let go of it...thats the way it is to be...tats the end of it... hate ppl that r selfish..cant be with ppl that lives in a different world as i do thats wt so called "wrong channel"... its over now..i wont regret it..n i wont feel bad for it..just go back to our own world.. thats the end of our fdship n thats the best way for us... | 
